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Chapter 467: Zhi Ming Fukuyama: Utterly Reckless!
Chi Feichi's mood was somewhat complex.
Humans are sometimes very cute, but sometimes also very cruel.
Fei Li moved her head again, approaching the Beach Chair, her eyes staring at Chi Feichi, and grinned, "Pulling you down was truly the most correct decision. The first time I saw you, I thought you were good-looking. You are the best-looking Human I have ever seen, the more I look, the better-looking you become... So you can't hit me~"
"Uh-huh," Chi Feichi said, his expression unchanged, "Don't randomly tease me, and I won't hit you."
He could be immune to the Orca Girl's teasing.
Of course, it possibly had a certain relationship with that gaping maw next to him.
"I won't tease you, rest assured, I will protect you," Fei Li's voice was very light, but unusually earnest and firm, "I won't let other Animals bully you, won't let other Humans bully you. Whoever bullies me, I will hit them with my tail..."
Chi Feichi: "..."
It was the first time a creature told him: I will protect you.
And it was a female creature.
His mood was complex to the extreme.
"What about me? What about me?" Feichi asked.
Fei Li tilted her head, looked at Feichi, "Okay, I'll also protect you a bit by the way."
Feichi, who was protected a bit by the way: "..."
His mood was complex to the extreme.
"Actually I am really amazing," Fei Li again looked towards Chi Feichi, and said very earnestly, "I am a Whale who is going to become King. One day I will go back and tell the Whales in our clan that although I am small, I am very strong."
Chi Feichi's morbid taste got the better of him, and he also said with an earnest expression, "If I become King, then you will also become the King's Whale."
Fei Li was confused for a moment, sorted out the meaning in Chi Feichi's words, and corrected, "No, no, it's a Whale that 'becomes King', not becoming 'the King's Whale'. In short, I want to become the King of Whales, and you are the Whale King's Man..."
Feichi: "..."
It felt a bit dizzy.
Chi Feichi: "..."
He seemingly was again taken advantage of by Fei Li.
...
On the Beach.
The Junior Detective League met with Mouri Ran and Suzuki Sonoko.
"Isn't this Conan?" As soon as Mouri Ran turned around, she saw Conan and the others, a bit surprised, "And Ai and everyone, so This Place is the Bathing Beach Doctor Agasa said he brought you to."
"Seriously," Suzuki Sonoko glanced at Conan, "Every time I take this Kid out, we always encounter a case. This time I specially didn't bring him, unexpectedly we still encountered one."
"What does it matter? Everyone playing together is much better than just the two of us playing," Mouri Ran said smilingly to Suzuki Sonoko, then turned back, bent down to look at the Children, "Right?"
Suzuki Sonoko had complained earlier, but when it came to playing beach ball with the Children, she was not hesitant at all, immediately laughed heartily and played together with the three Children.
Haibara Ai played for a while, suddenly didn't want to play anymore. She looked at the group of people, hesitated a bit, but still didn't speak up to greet them. Feeling conflicted, she went up towards the Beach.
At this kind of time, I should greet them, right?
In the Organization, as long as there is value, it doesn't matter what the attitude is like. But This Is Outside, I should show a kind attitude, show...
"Ai?" Mouri Ran noticed Haibara Ai leaving, curiously followed her, bent down and asked, "Why aren't you playing with everyone?"
Haibara Ai looked up at Mouri Ran, "Nothing... I want to go rest a bit."
"Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Mouri Ran asked with concern.
Haibara Ai was silent for a moment, and walked towards the Sun Umbrella, "No."
Mouri Ran was stunned for a moment, admonishing, "If you're uncomfortable, be sure to tell us in time!"
Haibara Ai returned to the Sun Umbrella, looked at Mouri Ran there speaking in a low voice with the Children, looking towards her side. She sat down on the Beach Chair and lay down, looking at the Sun Umbrella above her head and zoned out.
The feeling of being liked is very good.
But she is not sure whether she herself will truly be liked.
Last time in Head God Forest, doing those things were all things Chi Feichi took her to do.
Today the seagull landed on her, possibly just a coincidence.
If there wasn't Chi Feichi, she wouldn't be a Princess.
She can't be like Mouri Ran, so gentle towards Children, can't be like Suzuki Sonoko, so cheerful.
Even Chi Feichi, who likes having a cold face, also understands getting along with people better than her.
Just now her performance must have been very bad. Chi Feichi effortfully made her become a Princess and made her be liked, but she alone messed things up.
Obviously, as long as she was a bit braver and showed a bit of friendliness, it would have been fine...
She indeed still can't do it...
A seagull perched on the parasol waited for its Companion to come back, and flew away again into the distance.
On the Sea Yacht, after saying the situation, the seagull flew away again.
Fei Li already ran off to swim on the Sea, and by the way also used a carrier to take Feichi to play together.
Chi Feichi sat on the Beach Chair, dialed Zhi Ming Fukuyama's phone, and briefly said a bit about the situation to Zhi Ming Fukuyama.
In terms of treatment, he still had to seek help from professionals.
Zhi Ming Fukuyama, being in America, listened to Chi Feichi's narration, and his mood was a bit explosive.
He really wanted to ask Chi Feichi, "Have you systematically learned psychology? Have you obtained a medical practice license?"
You yourself are still a Patient, why are you joining in the excitement? Huh?
Utterly reckless!
But also precisely because Chi Feichi is a Patient, is his Patient, he couldn't say those words. Otherwise, it would be too much of a blow to him.
He was silent for a moment, Zhi Ming Fukuyama said in a gentle tone, "It's a good deed that you want to help others, but you still need professionals' assistance. Right?"
"So I called you." Chi Feichi said.
Zhi Ming Fukuyama covered his chest a bit. His meaning was to go to the Hospital.
If he was in Tokyo, he could also run over to check the situation. But he is not in Tokyo. Without an accurate illness judgment, what's the use of him just doing analysis there?
Go to the Hospital for an examination, have an accurate outcome, and he is also willing to remote command Chi Feichi to help others. Maybe Chi Feichi will also get better.
But now this...
"Doctor Fukuyama..."
Chi Feichi thought about the Original Consciousness's past feelings, "At that time, I really hated it when people said to me: 'It's nothing, you just have a lot of pressure, just relax a bit and you'll be fine', 'You'll be fine, look, haven't some people who got depression already gotten better?'... I would suddenly become irritable and couldn't listen at all. There was also a kind of feeling like I was drowning, but the people on the Shore were cheering. They felt it was as light as a feather, but I was almost unable to breathe. Perhaps there were also people thinking in their heart, it's all wealth and status illness, it's all because they are idle."
"No," the cause of illness for getting depression possibly also is genetic influence. There are always some people who are more likely to get depression compared to others, This is unrelated to poverty or wealth..." Zhi Ming Fukuyama firmly denied, but again became silent.
Many Depression Patients also realized that being like that is not good, but when the depressed mood and negative emotion burst, they completely cannot control, just like slowly sinking downwards into the Water.
The feeling of drowning, he can imagine, but he hasn't experienced it, indeed cannot fully experience that kind of feeling.
Moreover, 75% - 80% of Depression Patients will relapse.
Also precisely because This Is a kind of illness that should be treated rigorously, he only thinks he should not make a judgment rashly.
"In the end, I became a bit numb, falling downwards day by day, a bit by a bit," Chi Feichi said, "I was in the Hospital for treatment, and taking medicine in cooperation. But I didn't care a bit at all why I was taking medicine..."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama listened in silence. Previously, Chi Feichi had never said these to him.
"Some medication would make me more sleepy, just wanted to sit quietly or lie down. Some medication was useful. When cared for, in my heart there would suddenly be a bit of joy, just like the grayness was lit up," Chi Feichi pulled his thoughts out from the Original Consciousness's memory and feelings. He couldn't follow and sink into it anymore. Just now for that moment, his chest felt a bit stuffy. "But I think, that Little Girl I said hasn't reached that extent of numbness..."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama earnestly pondered a bit, "I want to confirm the situation a bit, do you know there is an illness called 'Apathy Syndrome'?"
"Know," Chi Feichi said, "Generally it mostly occurs in excellent people. They think life has no meaning, the inner self is empty, just living for a certain standard given by others, but without their own value and meaning."
"It seems you have also read quite a few books," Zhi Ming Fukuyama said, "I am in America learning and communication, and This period of time is also researching this kind of illness. Patients with this kind of illness, in the eyes of others, are often excellent to the point of being perfect. They are very good at caring for others, but others feel they have never understood him. Actually they themselves may not even be able to understand themselves."
"There are no perfect Humans in the World, they seem to exist, just because their Shadow are just effortfully hidden. And the reason they hide is not for a certain purpose of their own, but rather because of a certain purpose or pressure given by others," Chi Feichi said, "Especially Parents in the name of love, when this type of Human thinks the pressure is too great and there is no Shadow to allow themselves to be imperfect, they will go towards the extreme. And even if they endure the pressure, one day that pressure is gone, they will also be at a loss and don't know what to do, feeling their inner self is desolate, don't know whether they still exist, and why they exist."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama followed up and said, "Apathy Syndrome has certain characteristics of depression, for example, depressed mood, loss of interest. Even if they maintain interest for other reasons, they also lack the joy and enjoyment brought by interest. Some Hospitals will misjudge this kind of illness as depression, but medication for depression is completely useless for this kind of illness. Actually initially when you entered the Hospital, I had suspicion that the diagnosis of your depression was not accurate enough. So I requested for a second, more detailed examination, and called to understand your Family Situation and past history, confirmed you were not Apathy Syndrome, and finally issued the diagnosis result report. The problem now is, since you know this kind of illness, then can you confirm that Little Girl is not Apathy Syndrome?"
"I can confirm." Chi Feichi said calmly, "Although, Apathy Syndrome mostly occurs in people who have just become adults, while depression does not distinguish age stages. And that Little Girl is almost just become an adult..."
"Wait," that Girl just became an adult? Zhi Ming Fukuyama was a bit flustered.
Chi Feichi kept calling her Little Girl, Little Girl. He still thought she was 12 or 13 years old, a Child who had just entered youth. The outcome is she just became an adult...
"The adult you said, refers to the 20 years old of Japan's coming-of-age ceremony, or..." Zhi Ming Fukuyama asked further.
Chi Feichi: "18."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama: "How old are you?"
It couldn't be because of time perception disorder, causing Chi Feichi to have some kind of problem, right?
Chi Feichi: "20."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama in his heart breathed a sigh of relief, "Then seemingly you shouldn't call her a Little Girl, right?"
"In my eyes, she just is a Little Girl." Chi Feichi said.
Zhi Ming Fukuyama was speechless, "Okay okay, you continue."
"But Apathy Syndrome is mostly caused by psychological pressure, Patients don't know the meaning and value of their survival," Chi Feichi said, "She is not like that. I confirm."
Haibara Ai indeed was very excellent. Previously when she was in the Organization, she was also day after day researching medication for the Organization.
But at that time, Haibara Ai also had her own small goal. She had medication she truly wanted to research. After the laboratory mouse had a transformation, she would also be just like a Little Girl and share with her older sister.
Although the atmosphere in the Organization was repressive, they are all psychopaths... *cough*, but Haibara Ai's psychological state only became bad after leaving the Organization.
"Can't you say in detail?" Zhi Ming Fukuyama asked further.
"Cannot," Chi Feichi decisively refused, "It involves a lot of secrets."
"Okay," Zhi Ming Fukuyama couldn't help but laugh, "You've even learned to keep confidentiality for the Human you help? Very good. Then next, confirm a bit again whether your judgment of the cause of illness has a problem. When I just graduated and took office at Aoyama Fourth Hospital, I once made a mistake in judging the cause of illness. I thought that Human was depressed because of heartbreak, but in reality, the true reason was The other party's Family discord and her Mother's misfortune marriage. At that time I made a judgment mistake, almost caused a big disaster. You need to confirm a bit properly again."
(End of Chapter)
Chi Feichi's mood was somewhat complex.
Humans are sometimes very cute, but sometimes also very cruel.
Fei Li moved her head again, approaching the Beach Chair, her eyes staring at Chi Feichi, and grinned, "Pulling you down was truly the most correct decision. The first time I saw you, I thought you were good-looking. You are the best-looking Human I have ever seen, the more I look, the better-looking you become... So you can't hit me~"
"Uh-huh," Chi Feichi said, his expression unchanged, "Don't randomly tease me, and I won't hit you."
He could be immune to the Orca Girl's teasing.
Of course, it possibly had a certain relationship with that gaping maw next to him.
"I won't tease you, rest assured, I will protect you," Fei Li's voice was very light, but unusually earnest and firm, "I won't let other Animals bully you, won't let other Humans bully you. Whoever bullies me, I will hit them with my tail..."
Chi Feichi: "..."
It was the first time a creature told him: I will protect you.
And it was a female creature.
His mood was complex to the extreme.
"What about me? What about me?" Feichi asked.
Fei Li tilted her head, looked at Feichi, "Okay, I'll also protect you a bit by the way."
Feichi, who was protected a bit by the way: "..."
His mood was complex to the extreme.
"Actually I am really amazing," Fei Li again looked towards Chi Feichi, and said very earnestly, "I am a Whale who is going to become King. One day I will go back and tell the Whales in our clan that although I am small, I am very strong."
Chi Feichi's morbid taste got the better of him, and he also said with an earnest expression, "If I become King, then you will also become the King's Whale."
Fei Li was confused for a moment, sorted out the meaning in Chi Feichi's words, and corrected, "No, no, it's a Whale that 'becomes King', not becoming 'the King's Whale'. In short, I want to become the King of Whales, and you are the Whale King's Man..."
Feichi: "..."
It felt a bit dizzy.
Chi Feichi: "..."
He seemingly was again taken advantage of by Fei Li.
...
On the Beach.
The Junior Detective League met with Mouri Ran and Suzuki Sonoko.
"Isn't this Conan?" As soon as Mouri Ran turned around, she saw Conan and the others, a bit surprised, "And Ai and everyone, so This Place is the Bathing Beach Doctor Agasa said he brought you to."
"Seriously," Suzuki Sonoko glanced at Conan, "Every time I take this Kid out, we always encounter a case. This time I specially didn't bring him, unexpectedly we still encountered one."
"What does it matter? Everyone playing together is much better than just the two of us playing," Mouri Ran said smilingly to Suzuki Sonoko, then turned back, bent down to look at the Children, "Right?"
Suzuki Sonoko had complained earlier, but when it came to playing beach ball with the Children, she was not hesitant at all, immediately laughed heartily and played together with the three Children.
Haibara Ai played for a while, suddenly didn't want to play anymore. She looked at the group of people, hesitated a bit, but still didn't speak up to greet them. Feeling conflicted, she went up towards the Beach.
At this kind of time, I should greet them, right?
In the Organization, as long as there is value, it doesn't matter what the attitude is like. But This Is Outside, I should show a kind attitude, show...
"Ai?" Mouri Ran noticed Haibara Ai leaving, curiously followed her, bent down and asked, "Why aren't you playing with everyone?"
Haibara Ai looked up at Mouri Ran, "Nothing... I want to go rest a bit."
"Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Mouri Ran asked with concern.
Haibara Ai was silent for a moment, and walked towards the Sun Umbrella, "No."
Mouri Ran was stunned for a moment, admonishing, "If you're uncomfortable, be sure to tell us in time!"
Haibara Ai returned to the Sun Umbrella, looked at Mouri Ran there speaking in a low voice with the Children, looking towards her side. She sat down on the Beach Chair and lay down, looking at the Sun Umbrella above her head and zoned out.
The feeling of being liked is very good.
But she is not sure whether she herself will truly be liked.
Last time in Head God Forest, doing those things were all things Chi Feichi took her to do.
Today the seagull landed on her, possibly just a coincidence.
If there wasn't Chi Feichi, she wouldn't be a Princess.
She can't be like Mouri Ran, so gentle towards Children, can't be like Suzuki Sonoko, so cheerful.
Even Chi Feichi, who likes having a cold face, also understands getting along with people better than her.
Just now her performance must have been very bad. Chi Feichi effortfully made her become a Princess and made her be liked, but she alone messed things up.
Obviously, as long as she was a bit braver and showed a bit of friendliness, it would have been fine...
She indeed still can't do it...
A seagull perched on the parasol waited for its Companion to come back, and flew away again into the distance.
On the Sea Yacht, after saying the situation, the seagull flew away again.
Fei Li already ran off to swim on the Sea, and by the way also used a carrier to take Feichi to play together.
Chi Feichi sat on the Beach Chair, dialed Zhi Ming Fukuyama's phone, and briefly said a bit about the situation to Zhi Ming Fukuyama.
In terms of treatment, he still had to seek help from professionals.
Zhi Ming Fukuyama, being in America, listened to Chi Feichi's narration, and his mood was a bit explosive.
He really wanted to ask Chi Feichi, "Have you systematically learned psychology? Have you obtained a medical practice license?"
You yourself are still a Patient, why are you joining in the excitement? Huh?
Utterly reckless!
But also precisely because Chi Feichi is a Patient, is his Patient, he couldn't say those words. Otherwise, it would be too much of a blow to him.
He was silent for a moment, Zhi Ming Fukuyama said in a gentle tone, "It's a good deed that you want to help others, but you still need professionals' assistance. Right?"
"So I called you." Chi Feichi said.
Zhi Ming Fukuyama covered his chest a bit. His meaning was to go to the Hospital.
If he was in Tokyo, he could also run over to check the situation. But he is not in Tokyo. Without an accurate illness judgment, what's the use of him just doing analysis there?
Go to the Hospital for an examination, have an accurate outcome, and he is also willing to remote command Chi Feichi to help others. Maybe Chi Feichi will also get better.
But now this...
"Doctor Fukuyama..."
Chi Feichi thought about the Original Consciousness's past feelings, "At that time, I really hated it when people said to me: 'It's nothing, you just have a lot of pressure, just relax a bit and you'll be fine', 'You'll be fine, look, haven't some people who got depression already gotten better?'... I would suddenly become irritable and couldn't listen at all. There was also a kind of feeling like I was drowning, but the people on the Shore were cheering. They felt it was as light as a feather, but I was almost unable to breathe. Perhaps there were also people thinking in their heart, it's all wealth and status illness, it's all because they are idle."
"No," the cause of illness for getting depression possibly also is genetic influence. There are always some people who are more likely to get depression compared to others, This is unrelated to poverty or wealth..." Zhi Ming Fukuyama firmly denied, but again became silent.
Many Depression Patients also realized that being like that is not good, but when the depressed mood and negative emotion burst, they completely cannot control, just like slowly sinking downwards into the Water.
The feeling of drowning, he can imagine, but he hasn't experienced it, indeed cannot fully experience that kind of feeling.
Moreover, 75% - 80% of Depression Patients will relapse.
Also precisely because This Is a kind of illness that should be treated rigorously, he only thinks he should not make a judgment rashly.
"In the end, I became a bit numb, falling downwards day by day, a bit by a bit," Chi Feichi said, "I was in the Hospital for treatment, and taking medicine in cooperation. But I didn't care a bit at all why I was taking medicine..."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama listened in silence. Previously, Chi Feichi had never said these to him.
"Some medication would make me more sleepy, just wanted to sit quietly or lie down. Some medication was useful. When cared for, in my heart there would suddenly be a bit of joy, just like the grayness was lit up," Chi Feichi pulled his thoughts out from the Original Consciousness's memory and feelings. He couldn't follow and sink into it anymore. Just now for that moment, his chest felt a bit stuffy. "But I think, that Little Girl I said hasn't reached that extent of numbness..."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama earnestly pondered a bit, "I want to confirm the situation a bit, do you know there is an illness called 'Apathy Syndrome'?"
"Know," Chi Feichi said, "Generally it mostly occurs in excellent people. They think life has no meaning, the inner self is empty, just living for a certain standard given by others, but without their own value and meaning."
"It seems you have also read quite a few books," Zhi Ming Fukuyama said, "I am in America learning and communication, and This period of time is also researching this kind of illness. Patients with this kind of illness, in the eyes of others, are often excellent to the point of being perfect. They are very good at caring for others, but others feel they have never understood him. Actually they themselves may not even be able to understand themselves."
"There are no perfect Humans in the World, they seem to exist, just because their Shadow are just effortfully hidden. And the reason they hide is not for a certain purpose of their own, but rather because of a certain purpose or pressure given by others," Chi Feichi said, "Especially Parents in the name of love, when this type of Human thinks the pressure is too great and there is no Shadow to allow themselves to be imperfect, they will go towards the extreme. And even if they endure the pressure, one day that pressure is gone, they will also be at a loss and don't know what to do, feeling their inner self is desolate, don't know whether they still exist, and why they exist."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama followed up and said, "Apathy Syndrome has certain characteristics of depression, for example, depressed mood, loss of interest. Even if they maintain interest for other reasons, they also lack the joy and enjoyment brought by interest. Some Hospitals will misjudge this kind of illness as depression, but medication for depression is completely useless for this kind of illness. Actually initially when you entered the Hospital, I had suspicion that the diagnosis of your depression was not accurate enough. So I requested for a second, more detailed examination, and called to understand your Family Situation and past history, confirmed you were not Apathy Syndrome, and finally issued the diagnosis result report. The problem now is, since you know this kind of illness, then can you confirm that Little Girl is not Apathy Syndrome?"
"I can confirm." Chi Feichi said calmly, "Although, Apathy Syndrome mostly occurs in people who have just become adults, while depression does not distinguish age stages. And that Little Girl is almost just become an adult..."
"Wait," that Girl just became an adult? Zhi Ming Fukuyama was a bit flustered.
Chi Feichi kept calling her Little Girl, Little Girl. He still thought she was 12 or 13 years old, a Child who had just entered youth. The outcome is she just became an adult...
"The adult you said, refers to the 20 years old of Japan's coming-of-age ceremony, or..." Zhi Ming Fukuyama asked further.
Chi Feichi: "18."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama: "How old are you?"
It couldn't be because of time perception disorder, causing Chi Feichi to have some kind of problem, right?
Chi Feichi: "20."
Zhi Ming Fukuyama in his heart breathed a sigh of relief, "Then seemingly you shouldn't call her a Little Girl, right?"
"In my eyes, she just is a Little Girl." Chi Feichi said.
Zhi Ming Fukuyama was speechless, "Okay okay, you continue."
"But Apathy Syndrome is mostly caused by psychological pressure, Patients don't know the meaning and value of their survival," Chi Feichi said, "She is not like that. I confirm."
Haibara Ai indeed was very excellent. Previously when she was in the Organization, she was also day after day researching medication for the Organization.
But at that time, Haibara Ai also had her own small goal. She had medication she truly wanted to research. After the laboratory mouse had a transformation, she would also be just like a Little Girl and share with her older sister.
Although the atmosphere in the Organization was repressive, they are all psychopaths... *cough*, but Haibara Ai's psychological state only became bad after leaving the Organization.
"Can't you say in detail?" Zhi Ming Fukuyama asked further.
"Cannot," Chi Feichi decisively refused, "It involves a lot of secrets."
"Okay," Zhi Ming Fukuyama couldn't help but laugh, "You've even learned to keep confidentiality for the Human you help? Very good. Then next, confirm a bit again whether your judgment of the cause of illness has a problem. When I just graduated and took office at Aoyama Fourth Hospital, I once made a mistake in judging the cause of illness. I thought that Human was depressed because of heartbreak, but in reality, the true reason was The other party's Family discord and her Mother's misfortune marriage. At that time I made a judgment mistake, almost caused a big disaster. You need to confirm a bit properly again."
(End of Chapter)
